i went to my first mammogram appointment today. it was okay i guess.. nothing i would do by choice. at least it didn't hurt too bad.. it was kinda uncomfortable at times. i'd say it took about an hour- so it wasn't that bad. they asked me if i had a history of breast or ovarian cancer in my family.. i said, "my grandma had cancer in both her breasts." i forgot to tell them about the possible ovarian cancer my mom had. i'm almost positive she had cysts because i'm pretty sure she tried to brag about them when i had some removed. it's just pretty sad to me that you have to relate to your daughter because of the health problems you handed down to her- insinuating that you're just like her because of them. I HAVE PTSD BECAUSE OF YOU, MOM! I'M SURE YOU GET WET OVER THAT! honestly.. just stay out of my life. you can't even take accountability for the surgeries and pain i've endured because of YOU. it's not my fault you can only relate to BAD things in my life which happen to me. EVEN the man who almost killed me took accountability for his actions and apologized profusely and :o HE WASN'T EVEN RELATED TO ME! you're just a bad mom. grow up. bye.
i'm doing my best to keep track of the housing for this new place in massachusetts which has told me they're screening me to see if i'm eligible for housing. i just don't want anything to slip past me- so i lose opportunity at housing AGAIN.
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